Lost but found

I lost myself for past two weeks because of all the workload I have.
Information I got for my assignments invaded my table and also my computer.
Worries overflow from mind... I overuse my energy till my eyes swell.
I'm just over EXHAUSTED.
Although I complain but what's the point?
No one can help me except myself.
I didn't go to God or should I say I didn't spare time for God.
This is why I become so dry in my spiritual life.
Now I know buzy-ness can drag us away from God.
Hate it!...
But, Thank God I realise my condition, and I'm now trying to fix it.
I hope that I'l manage to pull myself away from all these work and not aim too much for success in study but to strive harder to know more about God.

Unexpected friends

It feels so surprising as so many people start to pop up in my life.
One by one they are taking over the memory space in my mind.
This is what Wei Jane likes to say, leaving footprints in my life.
Some left so many footprints that I can never overlook it.
These are those who had influenced me in some ways or another.
I know it is God's will to send them to my life and I thank God for his generous gift.
So many of them are true sincere friends.
Sometimes, I think I, myself is the one who is not doing enough for them.
All of them had already taken a place in my heart without me even noticing it...
I admit that I used to be very eager in getting into a relationship.
But as a I stay here longer, I begin to like the way it is and I've stopped thinking about involving into a relationship anymore.
However, now, the question pops up again because of certain circumstances.
Life is full of questions.
When can they all be answered?
HAhaha.....
Anyway... without all this, life will not be interesting anymore.
God only knows what will happen next.